Father's Day honors just how special fathers can be -- giving their support, their counsel -- not only when all is well, but during challenging times -- most of all for their unconditional love.
We honor fathers present in our lives and/or those who live on only in our memories. Fortunate are those who are able to enjoy family get-togethers -- often with several generations enlivening the gathering. Hope each of you enjoy the day in whatever manner has been meaningful to you.
Sunday, June 18, 2017
Friday, June 09, 2017
THOUGHT.......QUESTIONS.......JUSTICE
THOUGHT – CAUTIONARY TALE
I have this habit of writing “thot”
for thought and other abbreviations based on how words sound. I use such casual shortened words in my instant
messaging and email conversation. I know there’s a whole set of such words and
acronyms being used, accessible on the
Internet, but I’ve never bothered to study them. I simply make up my own, though that can be dangerous.
My young adult granddaughter has cautioned me “thot” has a different meaning in culture today. So, I consulted my trusty Urban Dictionary
link. Guess we all better be careful what we write:
QUESTIONS
Questions….questions….I’ve never had
so many questions.....here are a few:
Should Americans be seriously
concerned, as I am, that Russia (or any foreign government) interfered in our
election?
Should Americans be alarmed that Russia is expected to continue to do so?
Do we need serious investigations to
identify all American individuals who have engaged in actions with the Russians
to affect our elections -- even if they just encouraged or invited the Russians to do so?
Why does our President not seem dedicated to protecting our nation from a potential threat to elections in our government since this is a non-partisan issue?
Should we believe this self-described brilliant businessman is so naive as to not understand how to behave ethically as President, but if he doesn't, is that an excuse for not doing so?
Are we ever going to see the President’s
taxes to rule out any business conflicts of interest with Russia, or other countries, corporations, and why won't he reveal them?
Is this administration threatening our democratic republic constitutional government?
Is an intent for “deconstruction of
the administrative state” stated as this adminstration’s agenda by White House
Chief Strategist Steve Bannon a betrayal of allegiance to the United States of
America?
Instead of “draining the swamp” has
our President created a cesspool?
Does passing Presidential Executive Orders eliminating regulations that safeguard Americans from financial exploitation and collapse really benefit ordinary citizens?
Does passing Presidential Executive Orders that eliminate consumer protections benefit ordinary citizens?
When White House Deputy Press Secretary
Sarah Sanders says: “I can definitively
say the President is not a liar”, is that true?
JUSTICE
I would enjoy returning to D.C. to
sight see at a more leisurely pace than the last time I went. Years
earlier trips I had there with other family were just driving Pennsylvania
Avenue and passing the White House.
My last
trip several years ago I was visiting family in Virginia. A friend who had relocated to VA had an
appointment in D.C. with the FBI for some research she was doing. Though she had a parking pass in the Bureau’s
parking garage, after our long drive to D.C. I urgently needed a rest stop. So, we had to stop hurriedly at a parking meter
practically in front of the Justice Dept. and I rushed up the steps and inside.
Unfortunately, the Justice Dept. would not
allow me to utilize their facilities, since I didn't have a pass beyond the entryway. I could see the ladies room door tantalizingly
close, but beyond my access. That resulted
in my having quite a different problem -- no justice there. (Later I learned I had an infection.)
The parking meter on the street required
coins every two hours, so my excursions the rest of the day were limited by the
need to acquire the proper coins, then to feed the meter periodically and locate a rest room. I would like to have explored much more, including the Viet Nam Memorial Wall, but especially now, since installation of the WWII Memorial.
Saturday, June 03, 2017
FISHY -- TWO DIFFERENT MEANINGS -- SHARKS
FISHY BEAUTY
Fishy can be beautiful. I was surprised and delighted to happen on to this amazing video of a male puffer fish’s courting efforts to attract a female. I had no idea a fish could design such a spectacular creation in moving waters on the ocean floor -- as you will see with the overhead view at the conclusion of this 3:12 min. video.
FISHY
There are
lots of fishy goings-on at our U. S. Governmental level of which most of us are aware. Nobody has been walking on water across the
Potomac as some might lead us to believe they are capable of doing – especially
this administration’s leader. How do we believe a documented habitual liar though he repeatedly espouses exclamations like “Believe me!” “Trust me!” to quote a few?
Yet our President environmentally betrays the health and safety of United States citizens as evidenced by withdrawing the U.S. from the Paris Accords. Much of his justification speech for doing so has been countered with contradictory facts and figures in this USA Today article. There are more ways to protect the American people than just guns, bombs, military interventions and trade bullying which seem to be his limitations.
Meanwhile our U.S. President appears to be leading our great nation to declining status domestically and internationally.
Yet our President environmentally betrays the health and safety of United States citizens as evidenced by withdrawing the U.S. from the Paris Accords. Much of his justification speech for doing so has been countered with contradictory facts and figures in this USA Today article. There are more ways to protect the American people than just guns, bombs, military interventions and trade bullying which seem to be his limitations.
Meanwhile our U.S. President appears to be leading our great nation to declining status domestically and internationally.
Periodically,
this master of mendacity, divisive actions, and isolationism bemoans division in our country as he simultaneously describes himself as being a truthful unifier.
Delusions of grandeur must prevail in his mind,since his actions can be interpreted as being designed to degrade
trust in our democratic system. We might wonder what is his true agenda? Reminds me of a popular song heard a few
decades ago: “Everybody Wants To Rule The
World”.
BIG FISH
Climate warming of oceans continues to see our Southern California coastal waters influencing sea creatures lives. Sharks surprisingly have been lingering along our shores weeks longer than usual and much closer to the beach.
This Euro News video shows paddleboarders next to 15 great white sharks as authorities warn beachgoers.
Dana Point is an area friends and I enjoy visiting but usually we view the Pacific Ocean and it's inhabitants from the shore -- whales breaching, dolphins leaping.
"About 15 great white
sharks showed up off Capistrano Beach in Dana Point, California, some coming
very close to shore into less than 5 feet of water at times." Shared by Mark, Orange County Outdoors
Monday, May 29, 2017
IN MEMORIAM
TAPS AND MISSING MAN FORMATION (C-SPAN)
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Saturday, May 20, 2017
CONTROVERSIAL BROADCASTER DIES -- FOX NEWS
Roger Ailes died
Thursday, April 18th reportedly following a coma due to bleeding in
the brain after bumping his head when he fell. Some people admire how he built Fox TV into
a successful broadcast network. Others have less regard for his doing so
because of the methods and tactics he used -- especially the manner in which
news quality was compromised -- often injected with tabloidism journalism with
which Fox TV network owner Rupert Murdoch had long been associated.
Roger Ailes began
his broadcasting career during the late 1950s, early ‘60s when numerous TV
stations were producing live audience participation talk shows. The Central Ohio station where I was employed
was developing their own network stations’ talk shows in several Midwest
states. One station’s host was Phil Donahue. In a nearby Great Lakes city another corporation
decided to also launch a talk show. They
pursued hiring our show’s host, but he declined their offers. Mike Douglas
became their host with Roger Ailes producing.
Later some
Federal Communications Commission (FCC) ordered corporate broadcasting changes
occurred causing the Douglas show and Ailes to relocate to Philadelphia,
Pennsylvania for a long successful program run.
Ailes continued to hone his
producing, broadcasting skills.
Association with candidate/then President Richard Nixon figured in his history as did
the first George Bush who became President with Ailes help.
A little
history .....
Several
years ago I became concerned about Rupert Murdoch’s controversial actions in
Great Britain’s media, so I followed what proved to be disturbing events
there. Years later I rued the day
Murdoch was able to gain access to our United States media market, especially
given his efforts to gain control of so much media in Great Britain and then here.
Murdoch was an Australian publisher whose
early publishing career focused on “…sensationalist journalism…” as described
in his Britannica biography and multiple other sources. This lesser quality entertainment approach
to news infused his publishing in GB’s media which was less than welcomed by
people there who valued higher quality straight forward factual news accounts
minus those sometimes allegedly questionable warpings.
Then, the
Murdoch organization reputation became even more tarnished due to a phone
hacking scandal and political involvements associated with some of his highest
level closest employees in his growing media empire. This affair thwarted his making more media acquisitions
in Great Britain for many years.
Most recently Murdoch and his sons’ 21st Century Fox corporation have resumed
pursuit of acquiring control of Sky, theBritish satellite television giant, The Guardian reports.
Britain’s
regulatory review is delaying a decision on approving Murdoch’s Sky acquisition
until early June elections. Fox News
sexual harassment scandal involving Ailes and more recently their star host,
Bill O’Reilly who had to resign, has cast a shadow over the British review theNew York Times reports April 21, 2017.
Since I’ve
been following the activities of Rupert Murdoch beginning when his type of journalism first aroused concern in Great Britain….. then when he later
came to the United States….. made media
acquisitions here -- I soon encountered the name, Roger Ailes.
Viewing Murdoch’s Fox
News TV network programming had long since revealed to me that much news
reporting there hardly measured up to valued high quality broadcasting
standards. Learning more about Roger
Ailes politicizing approach to news I expect also the senior Murdoch’s sensationalism
orientation is reflected. Their apparent
support and slant for Trump as a candidate and now President is not surprising
either. At least one opinion on CNN suggests Ailes gave us Donald Trump.
I long intended to write about Roger Ailes but
have increasingly wanted to do so given some of the issues of his
association and friendship with Donald J. Trump.
Several
years ago seeking more information about Ailes I read a biography with content
documented sources. The book is entitled
“The Loudest Voice in the Room” by Gabriel Sherman – “How The Brilliant,
Bombastic Roger Ailes Built Fox News – And Divided A Country.”
Insight into
Fox News Department operations and news formulations is interestingly presented
in this Ailes biography. That same approach to Fox news may well
continue though Ailes resigned his position last July due to sexual harassment
accusations with law cases still pending, but Rupert Murdoch still owns Fox TV.
(He owns other U.S. media including the
Wall Street Journal which initially had some concerned about his possible editorial
influence.)
TV viewers might well appreciate reading this Ailes biography for considerations when assessing production quality and influences
related to Fox’s “fair and balanced” news as well as that of all other news media.
Television
viewer ratings will continue to impact all broadcasters. Rupert
Murdoch’s son’s are expected to assume more control of the Fox TV operations,
so it will be interesting to see if that results in any news quality changes
differing from what their father found acceptable and what Ailes influences
remain.
Thursday, May 11, 2017
AGEISM -- SHARKS -- FREE PRESS
Where has the time
gone? Mid-April after my last post here I simply
focused on completing my federal and state income taxes to submit before the due
date. Then I became engrossed with other life
activities and I see weeks have flown by.
Here are a few matters that have currently caught my interest.
SWIMMING FUN?
Local Los Angeles TV
news accounts and videos at some of our Southern California area beaches report
unusual numbers of sharks, including the Great Whites, in the waters – as many
as fifteen adults and young ones at Long Beach today – only 50 yards from the
shore. Mostly they’ve not been aggressive but a
vicious attack on a young woman last week at San Onofre beach has increased
concern.
Aggressive shark behaviors
that bring swimmers out of the water and prompt beach closings occur when they bump
a surfer’s board, or more seriously as reported today, one shark was circling
the surfer. We’re told it’s best to
swim where there are lots of people since sharks presence in the waters are of greater
concern at more remote beaches.
CLIMATE WARMING?
We actually had
snow down to 4000 ft level in the mountains a few days ago – highly unusual –
but this couldn’t possibly be indicative of any climate changes or warming as some
our illustrious federal government leaders and other luddite-type skeptics tell us.
AGEISM?
An enjoyable
evening comes to mind which I shared with a number of younger adults aged
thirties or forties to sixties. In conversation I had revealed my age when describing
a birthday celebration with my children. Not
long after I was startled to be asked by a middle-aged member of the group,
"Are you still driving?"
I responded "Yes".
This was unrelated to anything under discussion and the conversation
moved on to other topics.
Later after I returned home that question
came to mind and I thought, why wouldn’t I still be driving? I have my mind, vision, hearing and physical
abilities. I wish I had thought quickly
enough to say, “Yes” – adding – “Are you?”
I think the individual revealed a
stereotypical bias based on age – an expectation that anyone my age couldn’t,
or shouldn’t, drive.
Driving ability,
like so many other matters, is a highly individual skill. What age each of us reach when we cease being
safe competent drivers can vary widely. I would rue the day when an age would
arbitrarily be selected to define when a person had to cease driving.
MORE BETRAYALS OF
ORDINARY PEOPLE
Our present U.S.
Administration continues actions that are counter to the best interests of
ordinary citizens and much more in favor of the wealthy few. Those of you paying attention can likely identify some of those acts, too. More are slated to come. One of the most egregious is the Trump Health Care bill the House of Representatives passed. Will those affected remember when voting in 2018 and 2020?
Our President continues to figuratively
thumb his nose at the American people by refusing to reveal his income tax
information to clearly establish he has no conflicts of interest.
Absence of transparency with the legitimate
American Press often continues to be a hallmark of our leader -- partly because
the mainstream Press also report truth which is frequently contrary to our
leader’s characteristic promotion of obvious flagrant alternate facts.
Did you see our President laughing with the Russians when they met which only Russian press was allowed to cover -- insultingly excluding any U.S. Media in further efforts to discredit any outlet that has reported facts rather than Trump alternate truths -- a classic tactic associated with dictator wanna-bes, just as occurs in Russia, Turkey, other such nations.
Should we just
ignore the continuing flagrant promotion of our leader’s family members
businesses -- violating ethical behavior with these adults offering the equivalent
of, “Gee, I didn’t know….” it wouldn’t be ethical to promote a connection to
our nation’s leader – also saying you get special access to the U.S.?
DEMOCRATIC REPUBLIC AT RISK?
Our Democratic
Republic continues to require persistent resistance against forces that would
alter our form of government by solidifying power in the executive branch as
other branches are gradually compromised, legitimate news media discounted.
Israel’s leader (click
link) seems to have chosen to address news dissension in his nation much as
dictators do – by suppressing other points of view, even actual facts. Our
U.S. leader’s actions suggest he also aspires to allowing only his alternate
facts in our news, also – his taking control of information distribution.
There’s much to be
concerned about in light of the recent firing of the FBI Director. Our government systems checks and balances
are being systematically whittled away.
Hopefully the Senate and other investigations will be able to either
complete their work as needed, or an independent special prosecutor will be
appointed to determine the facts about any Russia and Trump campaign
relationships, plus wherever else that
might lead.
We may need government whistleblowers now as we’ve never needed them before.
Most recently we
see how fragile democracy can be as Turkey’s leader has consolidated the once promise
of democracy under his centralized power – much like Russia’s dictator Putin
who calls himself, President.
French voters have
refreshingly survived the onslaught of populism and nationalism in Europe. Now, the young politically inexperienced
just-elected leader without a political party must meet his citizens
expectations. He will likely have to
turn to Germany for support since our U.S. leader is not one to emulate if the
new French leader seeks the values which have been those of our nation and which
most of our populace still embrace.
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MOTHER’S DAY THOUGHTS on the link -- scroll down to Sun., May 11.
Wednesday, March 29, 2017
LAZY DAY REMINISCENCE -- BETRAYALS
BETRAYAL OF ONLINE PRIVACY
My online privacy has been betrayed by Republicans in the U.S. House of Representatives and Senate. The ultimate betrayal will occur if President Trump signs their bill as he is expected to do. No longer will Internet service providers be required to get my permission before collecting and sharing/selling my data. Will voters remember this betrayal in 2018 and 2020 elections?
BETRAYAL OF EARTH'S HEALTH
Earth's health is betrayed by President Trump as he rolls back climate regulations and protections causing the U.S. to be more dependent on polluting fuels affecting our water, air and climate making my children, grandchildren and me more ill. Will voters remember this betrayal in 2018 and 2020 elections?
* * * * *
Recently I came across this draft I wrote six or eight years ago but never posted here. I decided to share this then fond reminiscence of my husband, my mundane day's activities and thoughts about work, patients I was serving then, my future and whether I wanted to retire. I did finally retire three or five years later, but continue currently to maintain requirements for my state license and national certification.
Lazy Day Reminiscence - Pondering My Future
This wasn't the first time I experienced a lazy day. I had these days rarely in my young single adult life. Then, when I married, for many years I had no lazy days, particularly once we had children. Years after the children left home my husband and I quite accidentally had a lazy day that was so successful we began to increasingly share more the older we became.
Initially, we felt a bit guilty deciding to indulge ourselves, so hesitantly sought mutual reassurance from each other that lazing around all day in our sleeping attire was acceptable behavior. Hopefully, no one would come unexpectedly to our door. There was an unspoken sense that such an out of the ordinary activity might best be kept secret lest others wonder about our judgment.
I suppose whatever guilt we felt was strictly self-imposed, arising partly because of an inherited strong work ethic we had both pursued throughout life. Arising early each day we had dedicated hours to our employment -- work outside and in the home, sometimes until quite late into the night or early morning. Meals might on occasion be rushed or even skipped when we were single, or before out children were born. Recreational, relaxation and vacation time carefully scheduled still might be subject to cancellation due to unexpected sudden work needs.
Also, there was the knowledge a multitude of activities or chores were likely awaiting undertaking with resultant concern we would be leaving them undone for another day. Sleeping late is one thing, but to lounge about all day and evening attired in pajamas and robe without having dressed was quite another matter. But that's what we occasionally did in our later years after he retired and I was working only part time.
There's just me now -- awaking one morning, I glanced at the clock's time while foggily reviewing in my mind my must-do's for the day. I recalled from the previous day the sadness I felt that a therapy patient younger than me had to be discharged to comfort care only. She had experienced a fluky minor medical problem when on a vacation trip with her husband in a faraway English-speaking nation. An infection developed unexpectedly becoming significantly more serious after they returned home. Now she was living through her final days.
Contrasting with a more positive outcome, an older patient I discharged that same day had been successfully safely transitioned to regular food. A day later she has been up in a wheelchair for the first time since admission to be wheeled outdoors into the warm sunshine by her husband. Her expectation is to return home to independent living soon.
My remaining patient wasn't scheduled to be seen for expressive language, understanding and cognitive issues until the next day. This meant I didn't really have to leave the house except to retrieve my morning newspapers, unless I received a phone call notifying me of any new physician referrals.
I leisurely reach across the bedside night stand to turn on L.A.'s all news radio station, KNX before making a brief trip to my contemplation/powder room. Returning to the bedroom I thought I was up for the day but was lured, then succumbed to my beckoning bed's seduction. Several hours later I re-awakened to reporters voicing the continuing current local, national, international news, weather and traffic reports. Eventually arising I finally wander down the hallway, pausing to raise the house thermostat's temperature a few degrees.
Peeking out the front door as I slip a jacket on over my P.J.'s to make myself half-way presentable, I gamble I can sneak half-way down my driveway and back to gather my newspapers before any periodic passing cars come traveling down my street. I like this daily outing regardless of my attire and whatever the weather conditions -- sunny, rainy, foggy, hot or cold. Having safely scurried back inside I realize it's lunchtime. I choose to have breakfast which can be quickly and easily prepared in the microwave oven -- oats, a teaspoon of cinnamon, nonfat milk.
Opening the microwave door I'm greeted by a dark interior. What's this? The microwave power is off, so away I go to the circuit box where I determine I have to reset the breaker. Why this breaker turned off I have no idea -- power surge or what? Returning to the kitchen I'm relieved to find the oven's light on. A few cooking minutes later I sprinkle a thin layer of bran buds on the now hot cereal, add a diced ripe banana half, a layer of blueberries and a few luscious red raspberries. I'll leave the refrigerated strawberries and blackberries for my evening dinner.
By now I have consciously decided, considering the time of day and my lack of any appointments, that this will be a lazy day -- and so it became as the hours flitted by.
Dinnertime's menu decision consists of a choice between a previously cooked braised chicken breast with a colorful vegetable mix , or an individually prepared healthy organic dinner quickly radiated. I chose the later consisting of a nice sized salmon fillet with spanish rice (I prefer wild rice) and fresh green beans which I garnish with a handful of cherry tomatoes. The aforementioned fresh fruits complete the meal.
Opening the refrigerator door to gather my food items, I'm again startled by another dark interior that was well-lit earlier. Oh dear! No power. I wonder how long the unit has been off? The refrigerator was alive at breakfast. Back to the circuit box, this time a flashlight in hand to slice through nighttime's darkness. Locating what I think is likely the specific offending circuit breaker, I repeatedly attempt to reset it but this troublesome one does not seem to cooperate.
Discouraged, I finally return to the kitchen ruing that I hadn't discovered this problem earlier in the day since I didn't want to incur emergency rates calling an electrician at night. I thought about food life in the freezer section as I opened the refrigerator door half hoping for a miracle. Amazing! The interior light was on -- the ancient breaker had caught in place despite outward protruding appearance.
The rest of my lazy day/evening would pass without complication.
Early in the evening a phone call comes with physician orders to see a new patient the next day. The person is known to me from treatment I provided several years ago. I know the individual has declined somewhat since then, but I wonder what has transpired now that necessitates my being consulted? Nursing and her private duty aide with whom I've long interacted will up date me on the cantankerous lady's status tomorrow.
Days or weeks sometimes pass and I have no appointments since I cut back my part time work schedule even more, mostly serving only one facility now. Still, I'm on call weekdays which prevents spontaneous personal trips out of town. Perhaps a driving trip temptation is best avoided given the increasing cost of gasoline which is well over $4 a gallon now and predicted to rise to over $5 here in Southern California USA. Yesterday I overheard a colleague say in a southeastern gulf coast city drivers were currently being charged $7 for as gallon of gas.
Sometimes I think that perhaps I should fully retire, but then I think that during those times I'm at home, I might miss working some few weekday hours. There's much I should, could or, would do here at home so I know I 'd have no excuse for being bored, but how much would I actually do?
Still.....maybe that appointment commitment minimizes the risk I'll be tempted to increase the number of my lazy days. But, continuing to work, yearly state license and national certification require attending the necessary all day continuing education seminars periodically to which I often must commute some distance. Yet, I think, I do thoroughly derive pleasure being part of my mostly aged 50 to 100+ years elder patients life transitioning process. I like interacting with them, their family and friends who may live nearby or far away. We all learn so much from each other.
The experience makes me very aware of how unexpectedly anyone including me might experience some of these debilitating medical issues I see with others. I'm not without a few medical issues of my own. Should my health situation alter I wonder just how well I would cope and adjust to challenges similar to theirs? I'd like to believe I'd be motivated to maintain a positive attitude and treat those around me genially, but I can certainly understand how difficult that might be. No doubt one day I will clearly determine either by choice or otherwise that full retirement is my primary desire, but until then I'll likely augment my days with an occasional lazy one.
My online privacy has been betrayed by Republicans in the U.S. House of Representatives and Senate. The ultimate betrayal will occur if President Trump signs their bill as he is expected to do. No longer will Internet service providers be required to get my permission before collecting and sharing/selling my data. Will voters remember this betrayal in 2018 and 2020 elections?
BETRAYAL OF EARTH'S HEALTH
Earth's health is betrayed by President Trump as he rolls back climate regulations and protections causing the U.S. to be more dependent on polluting fuels affecting our water, air and climate making my children, grandchildren and me more ill. Will voters remember this betrayal in 2018 and 2020 elections?
* * * * *
Recently I came across this draft I wrote six or eight years ago but never posted here. I decided to share this then fond reminiscence of my husband, my mundane day's activities and thoughts about work, patients I was serving then, my future and whether I wanted to retire. I did finally retire three or five years later, but continue currently to maintain requirements for my state license and national certification.
Lazy Day Reminiscence - Pondering My Future
This wasn't the first time I experienced a lazy day. I had these days rarely in my young single adult life. Then, when I married, for many years I had no lazy days, particularly once we had children. Years after the children left home my husband and I quite accidentally had a lazy day that was so successful we began to increasingly share more the older we became.
Initially, we felt a bit guilty deciding to indulge ourselves, so hesitantly sought mutual reassurance from each other that lazing around all day in our sleeping attire was acceptable behavior. Hopefully, no one would come unexpectedly to our door. There was an unspoken sense that such an out of the ordinary activity might best be kept secret lest others wonder about our judgment.
I suppose whatever guilt we felt was strictly self-imposed, arising partly because of an inherited strong work ethic we had both pursued throughout life. Arising early each day we had dedicated hours to our employment -- work outside and in the home, sometimes until quite late into the night or early morning. Meals might on occasion be rushed or even skipped when we were single, or before out children were born. Recreational, relaxation and vacation time carefully scheduled still might be subject to cancellation due to unexpected sudden work needs.
Also, there was the knowledge a multitude of activities or chores were likely awaiting undertaking with resultant concern we would be leaving them undone for another day. Sleeping late is one thing, but to lounge about all day and evening attired in pajamas and robe without having dressed was quite another matter. But that's what we occasionally did in our later years after he retired and I was working only part time.
There's just me now -- awaking one morning, I glanced at the clock's time while foggily reviewing in my mind my must-do's for the day. I recalled from the previous day the sadness I felt that a therapy patient younger than me had to be discharged to comfort care only. She had experienced a fluky minor medical problem when on a vacation trip with her husband in a faraway English-speaking nation. An infection developed unexpectedly becoming significantly more serious after they returned home. Now she was living through her final days.
Contrasting with a more positive outcome, an older patient I discharged that same day had been successfully safely transitioned to regular food. A day later she has been up in a wheelchair for the first time since admission to be wheeled outdoors into the warm sunshine by her husband. Her expectation is to return home to independent living soon.
My remaining patient wasn't scheduled to be seen for expressive language, understanding and cognitive issues until the next day. This meant I didn't really have to leave the house except to retrieve my morning newspapers, unless I received a phone call notifying me of any new physician referrals.
I leisurely reach across the bedside night stand to turn on L.A.'s all news radio station, KNX before making a brief trip to my contemplation/powder room. Returning to the bedroom I thought I was up for the day but was lured, then succumbed to my beckoning bed's seduction. Several hours later I re-awakened to reporters voicing the continuing current local, national, international news, weather and traffic reports. Eventually arising I finally wander down the hallway, pausing to raise the house thermostat's temperature a few degrees.
Peeking out the front door as I slip a jacket on over my P.J.'s to make myself half-way presentable, I gamble I can sneak half-way down my driveway and back to gather my newspapers before any periodic passing cars come traveling down my street. I like this daily outing regardless of my attire and whatever the weather conditions -- sunny, rainy, foggy, hot or cold. Having safely scurried back inside I realize it's lunchtime. I choose to have breakfast which can be quickly and easily prepared in the microwave oven -- oats, a teaspoon of cinnamon, nonfat milk.
Opening the microwave door I'm greeted by a dark interior. What's this? The microwave power is off, so away I go to the circuit box where I determine I have to reset the breaker. Why this breaker turned off I have no idea -- power surge or what? Returning to the kitchen I'm relieved to find the oven's light on. A few cooking minutes later I sprinkle a thin layer of bran buds on the now hot cereal, add a diced ripe banana half, a layer of blueberries and a few luscious red raspberries. I'll leave the refrigerated strawberries and blackberries for my evening dinner.
By now I have consciously decided, considering the time of day and my lack of any appointments, that this will be a lazy day -- and so it became as the hours flitted by.
Dinnertime's menu decision consists of a choice between a previously cooked braised chicken breast with a colorful vegetable mix , or an individually prepared healthy organic dinner quickly radiated. I chose the later consisting of a nice sized salmon fillet with spanish rice (I prefer wild rice) and fresh green beans which I garnish with a handful of cherry tomatoes. The aforementioned fresh fruits complete the meal.
Opening the refrigerator door to gather my food items, I'm again startled by another dark interior that was well-lit earlier. Oh dear! No power. I wonder how long the unit has been off? The refrigerator was alive at breakfast. Back to the circuit box, this time a flashlight in hand to slice through nighttime's darkness. Locating what I think is likely the specific offending circuit breaker, I repeatedly attempt to reset it but this troublesome one does not seem to cooperate.
Discouraged, I finally return to the kitchen ruing that I hadn't discovered this problem earlier in the day since I didn't want to incur emergency rates calling an electrician at night. I thought about food life in the freezer section as I opened the refrigerator door half hoping for a miracle. Amazing! The interior light was on -- the ancient breaker had caught in place despite outward protruding appearance.
The rest of my lazy day/evening would pass without complication.
Early in the evening a phone call comes with physician orders to see a new patient the next day. The person is known to me from treatment I provided several years ago. I know the individual has declined somewhat since then, but I wonder what has transpired now that necessitates my being consulted? Nursing and her private duty aide with whom I've long interacted will up date me on the cantankerous lady's status tomorrow.
Days or weeks sometimes pass and I have no appointments since I cut back my part time work schedule even more, mostly serving only one facility now. Still, I'm on call weekdays which prevents spontaneous personal trips out of town. Perhaps a driving trip temptation is best avoided given the increasing cost of gasoline which is well over $4 a gallon now and predicted to rise to over $5 here in Southern California USA. Yesterday I overheard a colleague say in a southeastern gulf coast city drivers were currently being charged $7 for as gallon of gas.
Sometimes I think that perhaps I should fully retire, but then I think that during those times I'm at home, I might miss working some few weekday hours. There's much I should, could or, would do here at home so I know I 'd have no excuse for being bored, but how much would I actually do?
Still.....maybe that appointment commitment minimizes the risk I'll be tempted to increase the number of my lazy days. But, continuing to work, yearly state license and national certification require attending the necessary all day continuing education seminars periodically to which I often must commute some distance. Yet, I think, I do thoroughly derive pleasure being part of my mostly aged 50 to 100+ years elder patients life transitioning process. I like interacting with them, their family and friends who may live nearby or far away. We all learn so much from each other.
The experience makes me very aware of how unexpectedly anyone including me might experience some of these debilitating medical issues I see with others. I'm not without a few medical issues of my own. Should my health situation alter I wonder just how well I would cope and adjust to challenges similar to theirs? I'd like to believe I'd be motivated to maintain a positive attitude and treat those around me genially, but I can certainly understand how difficult that might be. No doubt one day I will clearly determine either by choice or otherwise that full retirement is my primary desire, but until then I'll likely augment my days with an occasional lazy one.
Saturday, March 25, 2017
REPRIEVE ---- LOSS
REPRIEVE FOR AFFORDABLE CARE ACT
The Trump/Ryan Health Care Act has been
side-lined for now for the wrong reason – only because a minority group within
the Republican Party refused to vote for it as they wanted even more draconian measures – not because the Act was a
travesty against efforts to provide reasonable health care for the vast majority
of American citizens.
How about the rest of the Republican
Representatives, or some of them, meeting with some Democrat Representatives –
they could actually try to examine the ACA aka Obama Care to adjust for more cost effectiveness and
efficiency. Some adjustments were
expected to be necessary after that legislation was implemented. Congress could actually perform some
meaningful work to earn the salary we hired/elected them to do.
LOSS
Schmidley's Scribblings daughter reports her mother has passed away. I've enjoyed visiting this blogger who offered a true elder's perspective, garnered from years of significant work in our government and a master's degree in history obtained in her seventies. She was grounded in contemporary life but respected the influence of previous generations she explored in her genealogy. Her observations were concise, evidencing humor with a sharp wit. I only knew her through a few years of blogging, but I'll miss her photos, stories, commentary on the world we live in.
Saturday, March 18, 2017
"THEM THAT'S GOT -- GETS"
"Nobody knew health care
could be so complicated” was an incredible understatement not long ago from
President Trump – a fact that for years everybody but him seemed to have
recognized to be true. Why else would it
have taken his Republican Party legislators, after seven or so years of legislative
dawdling, an inability to create a plan to replace the 2010 Affordable Care Act
(ACA) , aka Obama Care? But what did
they create by throwing together a last minute plan when they suddenly had to
fulfill their President’s campaign promise?
This blues tune was written by and is identified
with jazz singer Lady Day -- Billie Holiday.
The unique vocalist Eva Cassidy, with a style all her own, performs this
arrangement. She died much too young due
to melanoma. "God Bless The
Child"
from Eva's album "American Tune" (2003).
"Them
that's got shall get
Them
that's not shall lose
So the Bible said and it still is
news"
The lyrics seem most applicable to the Trump/Ryan
Health Care Act, formally known as the American Health Care Act. The details, kept hidden so long from the
public, were finally revealed at the last minute, rushing the Budget Office to
assess the particulars. We finally
learned the real beneficiaries of this health care bill are for "them
that's got" from this administration.
"Them that's not shall lose" evidences
in the fact that those who can least afford the costs -- and even more millions
who will lose health insurance -- will be the people most heavily hurt. Where
are the compassionate Republicans? But –
when selecting legislators -- will 2018 voters remember?
Gradually, I would think eyes are being opened to
the fact that those with the least, also
seniors, middle class, are all going to
have even less, maybe nothing at all, or
more expense -- not what the minority of citizens whose votes enabled this
administration to acquire extreme power were led to believe would occur. But – when selecting legislators -- will
2018 voters remember?
We "ain't seen nuthin' yet" -- cuz when
we get to tax reduction, other plans in the works, we can only wish we could
reap such benefits like the wealthy 2% will
– nothing more than token reductions, if at all, will be thrown to the vast
majority of citizens. Who was it once said
“let them eat cake”? But – when selecting legislators -- will 2018
voters remember?
Meanwhile plans are being worked up to reduce
consumer protections, eliminate financial safeguards under the guise of needing
to eliminate regulations to free up the business and financial world to --- rip
us off. But – when selecting legislators
– will 2018 voters remember?
There’s so much more, but I’ll save it for
another time when there are sure to be even new matters to address. Meanwhile, I maintain my sanity by finding the
humor in the ridiculousness of much that is happening, some of which is predictably
unpredictable. I recognize the seriousness of the situation. I continue to be committed to preserving our
democratic republic. I persist in
resisting the inequities.
* * *
Behind the
scenes information about those who bankroll, influence, our political
candidates, even “call the shots”, or all three, can be interesting. Here’s a link to one such article just published introducing a
family some may find to be of interest written by Vicky Ward: “The Blow-It-All-Up Billionaires”.
Tuesday, March 14, 2017
ANOTHER DAY
When I wrote this the day had been a mixed one of
accomplishment for me. I felt really
good mid-morning, finally being able to safely dispose of an accumulation of papers
needing shredding -- thanks to our local Senior Center arranging for a shredder
truck. Maybe I can keep up with
shredding here at home now. Still lots
of materials to sort through as I gradually whittle away in one of my latest
projects.
Seem to be more spring time pollens in the air
since February rains ending, temperatures warming, blossoms and blooms
emerging, but stimulating a few sneezes and my eyes watering a bit. Actually, it’s become suddenly summer with
temps pushing 90 degrees.
A
handyman/carpenter was able to complete painting, weather/bug sealing a door
replaced following also security screen door installations. The latter I wanted because they allow me to
look out but the person outside cannot readily see inside. Also, the screens do allow more fresh air
circulation in the cooling evenings if I want to catch a breeze.
Then, there was the matter of an incorrect phone
bill invoice for the second month in a row.
I phoned at 5:30 pm successfully navigating my way through the recorded
messages, instructions, inputting on the correct keys to then listen to
interminable music before a live person answered. Then, until 6:30 pm I related my past one
year history since this new company became the provider of my land line and
internet services. Having exhausted her
ability to correct my March bill by confirming the rate I had been promised in
January, and the February bill had been corrected to when I phoned then, she
then transferred me to another department.
Another recording and a hold for fifteen minutes
more before, once again, I had to relate the past year history to which I added
reference to all the internet connection outages to which I’d been subjected. Presumably, her putting me on hold to seek
further clarification, allowed another fifteen minutes to go by and then its 7
pm when suddenly my line is disconnected.
Knowing this service person had my phone number I mistakenly assumed,
whether we lost contact by her accidentally or deliberately disconnecting, that
she would phone me to apologize. Wrong! Is this a “wearing down” process?
I took the opportunity to fix and eat my dinner,
but the call never came. I was ready to
let it all go for the rest of the evening, but then thought maybe I could
actually reach her as I had her name – or at least the name she gave -- I
always get names. So, at 7:35 pm I
phoned again, waded through all the recorded steps, and eventually reached a
person, but had to eventually hold with this new person. She was unable to resolve the issue, so I requested speaking to someone else. At 7:50 pm she informed I would be called by another person but would be in two days.
They better call today, or I’ll be calling them again – getting an
address to write their President with a copy to the Federal Communications Commission
who approved their purchase of our phone company with service strings attached
for them to meet. I’ve had a history of tolerance with this
company since they took on the responsibility for our service over a year ago. My patience has reached its limits.
I was really
tired by days end – all this wasted time as need to do further work on my
income tax – another day, I guess.
Monday, March 06, 2017
AROUND THE WORLD BLOGGING
One day in February, on a whim, I viewed my blog
"Stats", which I hadn't done for years. I was startled to see that almost six hundred
"Page Views" were occurring in Russia after I published “Spirits Huddling” -- those Russian numbers continuing most of February, finally
dwindling toward month’s end.
This caused me to start thinking more about who is
blogging from where. On our own
continent I enjoy visiting Canadian, Newfoundland bloggers. I would really like some bloggers from south
of our border "down Mexico way" and any of the South American
countries.
I've gone blogging across the pond again in recent months
having been intrigued by comments I've read on the blogs of others I
visit. I've already been to Great
Britain, Scotland, India, periodically crossed the Pacific to Australia, New Zealand,
probably some other exotic places, but more recently I stopped off
in Ireland and Wales. I thought I'd share a few brief thoughts about some of them here as I used to do when I first started blogging and featured other blogs, as I added them to my sidebar list. Please note there
is no significance in terms of ranking assigned to these blogs order.
I want to note, I'm always interested whenever those in other countries write their thoughts and impressions of the United States. Such commentary is especially of interest to me now given our government's current administration and actions.
Nickhereandnow writes from Northern Ireland and
has a cadre of followers who engage in some interesting conversations. Recently several who commented introduced terms
with which I was quite unfamiliar, so quickly searched them on the internet --
expressions in common or slang usage there, just as we have our own in the
U.S. such as “posh" people. But in another post discussing discrimination
there was mentioned "pikeys" and "orange people". I brought up "gingers" since, as a
redhead, I knew the term was used in Great Britain but not so much in the U.S.
Going Gently is a blog I just found. Chickens pictured in the head bar greeted me at this
blog, but then a whole raft of side bar and other colorful photos of various
animals really intrigued me. I
especially enjoyed seeing Albert and Winnie.
Their home in this picturesque small Welsh village where all reside will
have me visiting to learn more about the community.
Betty Bishop Hangs Here presents some of her
interesting paintings, and drawings.
Recollections are prompted with one of her paintings "back in the day"
where she stayed at Manhattan's famed Chelsea Hotel. This Canadian octogenarian activist's
various posts reveal a wide variety of experiences including the tragedy of her brother's death.
Big John, having survived the WWII Blitz, Cold
War and heaven only knows what other calamities, especially in the 20th
century, is in Great Britain presenting as a great danger with his blogging as
might be expected from an elder. So, all
should be wary about visiting there -- do so at your own risk!
Write Into Life by Rachel McAlpine in New Zealand
features poetry, prose and photos for a stimulating variety of words, thoughts
and ideas that can be a real pleasure to read as she shares her joy in
writing.
Ramana's Musings from India I've been visiting
for a while, as well as a few of those above.
He writes especially with several others regularly on a variety of
thought-provoking topics. He also
shares interesting commentary on his homeland. I always welcome reading what he
might have to say about events in the U.S. as I do with all those in other countries
listed above.
Day to Day Life of a Very Busy Gardener in Scotland posts infrequently,
but I've done much the same at times, so doesn't prevent me from stopping by
occasionally to see what she's been up to. Most recently I became interested there because she was incubating some
chickens of a breed I was unfamiliar with -- and heaven only knows I'm no foul
expert, though my parents did raise
chickens of a few more common U.S. breeds during several years in my youth. While the outcome wasn't as she had desired,
I'll be checking back periodically to see what's next in her Scotland
garden, or other "stuff" in her life.
Still the Lucky Few sheds some interesting
observations from Canada. She writes
about her pre-Boomer generation and why they are important. She grew up on a farm but now lives in a
major city with her husband, "a talented piano maestro". Their family adds to her life's
pleasures. Her wide variety of interests
reveal themselves in the topics about which she chooses to write.
The Other Side of Sixty I've been visiting for a
while. Wisewebwoman, "Irish by
birth, Newfoundler by avocation"
introduces many subjects that set the wheels turning in my head. She presents such a broad range of topics
from the seemingly mundane, that can subtly transition into the profound, to a
major idea that might not be so overwhelmingly important after all. Her observations and photos keep me
returning.
Vagabonde and her recollections must be included
here, even though she resides in the U.S.
She is originally from France, a nation I hold in high regard. The United States and France have a special bond,
I believe, for many reasons, but especially because of their significance to
our nation's founding. Our Statue of
Liberty is also a very symbolic gift
from France. What it stands for as
printed on the statue's base are sentiments that are so pertinent now -- perhaps more than at any other time in our
nation's history.
"Give me your tired, your poor, your huddled
masses yearning to breathe free, the wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me, I lift my lamp beside the
golden door!"
The writings at Vagabonde's blog reflect her
views as a world traveler that I enjoy as being informative, entertaining and educational about France, at
times, as well as historical sites in the United States. She
and her husband visit interesting places that she describes in fascinating
detail and share in often spectacular colorful photographs. Recollections with visual memorabilia add
special attraction to her thoroughly researched subjects. I also appreciate the observations and commentary
she offers about our nation from a unique perspective.
I especially enjoy all these blogs above because
while serious topics are sometimes explored, each of these bloggers demonstrate
a delightful sense of humor which has always been an important quality I've
valued throughout my life.
I mentioned earlier there is no significance in
terms of ranking assigned to these blogs order, but in retrospect, there might be one exception. I may have saved the best 'til last.
Wednesday, March 01, 2017
BEST STATE - TAXES - PREZ ACTING?
Truth Or Consequences?
Listened to President Donald J. Trump address Congress
and the nation. For the first time to my
ears and eyes, he actually behaved and spoke like he might be a country’s
leader -- but what kind of leader? Knowing his history, the
words that flowed from my television’s speakers accumulated very deep in my
room as I waded through them. Some of them sounded good as I wanted them to
be. Still, when he has so repeatedly
violated trust with his mendacity, how do I know much of what he said isn’t
more of the same?
When I texted a friend for their reaction, the
response I received was:
"He’s acting as if he was on the Apprentice. Someone else wrote the script -- he rehearsed -- and delivered! Maybe he should get an
Academy Award.”
I found myself wondering -- has the leopard
changed his spots?
We’ve heard his
talk -- now let’s see his walk.
Tax Time
Time for me to go to work on my income
taxes. I’ve been doing them myself as my
husband had, when he was living. I
still do them by hand rather than on my computer. I like math. I know there are internet programs available, also software programs that can be purchased, or even can hire someone -- the idea of paying money in order to pay taxes just doesn't sit well with me. Why should a person have to pay money to pay
taxes? That's right! I'm not a member of the 1%.
Where do you want to live?
There are many
considerations when we think about desirable places to live:
Health Care, Education, Crime and Corrections, Infrastructure, Opportunity, Economy, Government are factors in the following report.
U.S. News and World Report offers a ranking
of what states best serve their citizens.
This can be of
special interest since expected federal government budget cuts will require individual states to have to assume more responsibility for many services to their citizens (cutting or eliminating services). Middle class, poor and the less affluent segments of the population in many states may not fare so well, contrary to what citizens are being told by this administration's good intentions wishful thinking.
As with many such
rankings we may not necessarily agree with all their assessments. For many these rankings would be weighed against many other factors, not limited to, but including, cost of living, environment, and climate.
-- No. 1 Massachusetts
-- No. 23 California
What do you think about where your state is ranked?
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